{"id":258,"date":"2017-07-26T20:46:31","date_gmt":"2017-07-27T00:46:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/?p=258"},"modified":"2019-02-11T14:59:40","modified_gmt":"2019-02-11T19:59:40","slug":"ignition","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/2017\/07\/26\/ignition\/","title":{"rendered":"Ignition"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1>I FINISHED <em>IGNITION<\/em>*<\/h1>\n<p>I spent the past month following a pretty good routine. Phone off at 9pm and left in cutie&#8217;s office (not mine) overnight and the following morning. I&#8217;m in my chair for 9am with a coffee. Write for 1500-2000 words or until 11ish, whichever comes first. No wifi or social media until after at least a pomodoro or two.<\/p>\n<p>Some afternoons I&#8217;d write from 1-3 or from 4-5 but in the afternoons my creativity is low; mornings are best.<\/p>\n<p>Helping me get past that big blockage was both Camp NaNo with a cabin full of super-supportive writing peeps, and the knowledge that I could <strong>never<\/strong> write a good enough ending. Only a crappy one that failed to live up to the ending in my head. It&#8217;s weird to spell it out that way, but the realization that nothing would be as good as I imagined it would be made it so much easier to just write it out anyway, to be edited later.<\/p>\n<p>There was another realization too, and this is part of the reason why I split <em>Embers<\/em> into two: <em>Ignition<\/em> is Praeta&#8217;s story, the way that <em>Ashes<\/em> is Teyssier&#8217;s, and <em>Embers<\/em> is Peri&#8217;s. Understanding that shaped how to proceed with the ending, where to focus, and ultimately where to wind up.<\/p>\n<p>Such a weight has come off my shoulders. But there&#8217;s a lingering sadness, like watching a door be closed. Even when I go back to edit, it won&#8217;t be the same feeling, the curiosity and excitement that comes from wanting to know what&#8217;s being the door, what the room holds. I know who&#8217;s waiting there for me now; hopefully when I start editing in a couple of months it&#8217;ll be like seeing old friends.<\/p>\n<p>But for now&#8230; we feast!<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<h6>*<em>Ignition<\/em> is the second half of <em>Embers<\/em>. They&#8217;re all working titles.<\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Such a weight has come off my shoulders. But there&#8217;s a lingering sadness, like watching a door be closed. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":200,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,9],"tags":[82,94,126,125],"class_list":["post-258","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","category-writing","tag-ashes","tag-embers","tag-hooray","tag-ignition"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/258","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=258"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/258\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":905,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/258\/revisions\/905"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/200"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=258"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=258"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=258"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}