{"id":192,"date":"2016-09-28T10:00:38","date_gmt":"2016-09-28T14:00:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/?p=192"},"modified":"2019-02-10T13:27:57","modified_gmt":"2019-02-10T18:27:57","slug":"low-spirits-and-the-weepies","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/2016\/09\/28\/low-spirits-and-the-weepies\/","title":{"rendered":"Low Spirits and the Weepies"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Spending the week with Grace in Montreal. Left my computer at home on purpose. Still have my phone for emails and chats but anything longer becomes an issue.<\/p>\n<p>Which suits me just fine, as I want to work on <em>Venus Occluded<\/em> in my notebook. For me, notebooking is super for short stories, although for anything longer I tend to lose the patience to type it up and what it holds can languish for years (lookin&#8217; at you, <em>Perceptions<\/em>).<\/p>\n<p>Even though I want to focus on writing this week, I don&#8217;t\u00a0expect my energy levels to miraculously improve (as anyone with chronic illness can relate). So as much as I want to avoid it I have been a bit low in spirits and the Weepies are creeping up on me.<\/p>\n<p>This particular strain of Weepies is focusing on the fact that I don&#8217;t know what&#8217;s happening in <em>Venus Occluded<\/em> more than a scene or two in advance. Like an RPG fog o&#8217; War.<\/p>\n<p>There are a lot of advice articles out there&#8211;professional and non alike&#8211;that would have a Weeping pantser believe that the only cure is structure. Plot diagrams and charts. Bullet points for every scene. Archetype break-downs.<br \/>\nAn actual arc. (Go search &#8220;writing&#8221; on Pinterest if you don&#8217;t believe me.)<br \/>\nClearly this approach works for a great many people, which is super. But as in P.T. Barnum&#8217;s audience, some of us need something different than a formula to save a cat. This letter is for them.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>My dear fellow write-by-the-seat-of-your-pantsers,<\/p>\n<p>The Weepies are indeed a terrible force to be reckoned with. But as with any storm, it too shall pass.<\/p>\n<p>The loudest voice for me in the wind is the one claiming my story is worthless, the characters unrealistic, the plot confusing. It&#8217;s easier, and safer, to follow the trailers (formulas, seminars) of those who came before us, who have claimed to have &#8220;cracked the secret&#8221;. But there is no secret, only experiment and experience (and editing).<\/p>\n<p>And for that, the important part is to write what you love to write. To find the joy in the process and experience, whatever your process and experiences might be.<\/p>\n<p>Experiment! Flail around! Follow the trail of breadcrumbs through the fog, without knowing where it leads.<\/p>\n<p>Let yourself be surprised.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t write what you think others want to read: write the stories that only you can tell.<\/p>\n<p>Who else can do that? You&#8217;re the only one.<\/p>\n<p>So write.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A letter to fellow Pantsers in grip of the Week 2 Weepies.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":200,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,8,9],"tags":[88,109,98],"class_list":["post-192","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","category-productivity","category-writing","tag-personal","tag-venus-occluded","tag-week2weepies"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=192"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":847,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192\/revisions\/847"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/200"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=192"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=192"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/victoriafeistner.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=192"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}